I’ve been home alone all day and I’m on my period and I’ve been watching movies that have a lot of feeling and I just got another update about my aunts cancer and I can’t handle so many people being sick and I don’t know how to face death and losing people. I lost two people in October with in a week o each other to cancer and I’m so overwhelmed and sad and my best friend moved to California and another one of my best friends just left for France for 4 months and I’m just so fucking sad.